losingg my big big big passion.

idk how should i start this. * tears droppinngg continously.*
today is 2nd may. sure u guys know that. -.-” wtheck ?
its almost 2 weeks since my previous ‘passion’ had left me without telling me whats the reason. i miss the memoriessss ! seriously. I DO. uhh ! its not easy to be close with other man now. i mean to get into serious relationship. seriously, i cant. i really-really feel that i’ve losingg part of my body/life. i’ve experienced this once. and i hope . will not gonna happen twice or even thrice ! please !
ure so ego man. wake up ! dont make the same mistakes again. think that ure happy now. but, why are u still textingg me? telling me that u miss me ? WTFFFFFFFFF ?! im not ur barbie doll ! i do have feeling. u texts me just to tell me that u miss me ? ohh shitt. * my heart meltingg for that moment.*
sucks lil kidddooooo.