long and short. its different.

hello world!

nothing much to share today. and still, i opened few of my old folders in this supper-laggy laptop few moments ago.and i've found lot of pictures. i miss my long hair a lot. and i do hate this short hair a loottttttt man.

im trying to straighten it back. so that it could grow longer than this. fck. but still it looks short kan. huh. :( well, lets see how do i look -before and after. and try to judge which one is better ok.

BEFORE! (2008)

this is my longgg and curly+brown-ish hair. i love love this so muchyy.

sides of me. (w my longgg+curls)

AFTER.. (2009)

With this short-hated hair. uhh ;()

*thanks my willlie for taking this shot.* (kantoi pakai pillow. u see it ? its under my fatty-butt.)well, i know im short. short people still can drive ok. ahahhahaha :D:Dsay yes to peace. wtf?nerdyy.

attention: next, u will see annoying pictures of me and my friends. but, this not about my friends. this is about my hair. still remember?so, just focus on my hair ok. ahhahah :D:D:D:D place : voon's home. (during chinese new year.)

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old times.

booo-hooo !

kinda boringg today. so, i try to search something OLD. ahhaha :D:D

annddd the old things is this ;

*hehhe :) .ive posted this before .*:'( i miss this moment. so-damn-muchh! this pic was taken last year. when we were in lower 6. idk who took this. ohh yaa. *thanks for taking this ugly-iest photo ever -of me.* huh. looks fattttt here. damn. uhh. and dont try to comment my hair ok.

muahahhaha. idk who took this too. we did the random shots. theres lot. i eat human. ahaha. yea wtf ?

p/s: shes not 'jongang' ok. ahahha. idk whats the thing at her mouth. ohh ya. we were eating kropok, which we called our dessert .( for every recces) at this moment. *if im not mistaken.*

dont judge my short-ness ok. wahhaha. wtf man.

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crush on him.

wake up at 7 this morningg.bit late today.. i thought we'll going to church. but mum said , shes lazy to go. same goes to dad.
meaning that.. i got nothingggggggggg to do . NOTHING ok. ughh! sucks. promised myself that i will study at night. *hope it is true* cos exams is just UNDER-MY-BUTT.
nothing to do. so . so i try to search some of my favourite videos ever! u should watch this .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ij0zFMOAxTY
its davidd archuleta vc ! damn. i loveeee loveee him so much. and i do watch other videos - of him too. he is sooooooo into me now !

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w-t-f.

im totally crazy with these words today. -------------------------WTF!--------------------

i was talking to my mum. and she realize that..

every words that came out from my mouth is.. THIS:

1. WHATAFARK!

2. I'd lovedd tooo....

3. first of all..

shit ! whats wrong with me man. ?

ahahaha :D:D * naaa.. just forget abt that stupid lil things.*

err. one more thing. before i go further.

this regarding my previous post. DUHH ! ----------> i know some of u had read this. so , u just shut up. and drive away from this issue ok.

i received lots of responses . and i was like . w-t-f man. stop provoke me ok. if she think that .. thats her. well, its up to her. like i care..

--> i dont need such friend in life. cos i dont forgive easily. once i hate u. ure out of my life list ok.

k. im done with that issue.

umm. today, i wake up at 6. early kan ? and and and ive list out things that i need or i want in life. muahahahha..

heres the THINGs :

1. louis vuitton bags ! ohh fck. i love this bags much much.

i love the designs. its classy. but i'd prefer this...


awwhhh ! this is niceeeee :):):) kan kan ? i want this for my birthday. my sister promised to buy me one for my birthday. but waiting for that promises is like waiting for ...... the moon to fall down. wtheck? burn it burn it !

next will be this ..

ohh my lordd ! i heart this so much. it looks very hi-tech kan. although i dont realy like to use touch-screen phones. but this? i'd lovedddd to !im dyinggg to have thissssss. ohh ya. fyi. im APPLE's -die hard fan. muahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha :D:D:D:D:D

next next. i love tattoooosss . please dont label peeps that having tattoos is a bad person. its NO ok. tattoos is an art. some peeps express their feelings through tattooss. but hey. im not kinda into fish,dragon or fire tattoos. why? cos its soooo ...... ahhaha. not gonna tell u guys. if ive a chance to have one. i'd loveddd to have this .right on my leg. sheessshhh! nice . and if i could have this one day. i'd loved to ask RURAN to draw or design one -for me. awhh ! i like her drawingggss. its very creative.hehehhe :). i like this too.

err. theres lot. but idk whats happen to this SUPER LAGGY laptop. i cant upload more pics. ughh. upload more later ok.

* i dont care if u hate. none of my business.*

thanks lan.

mazlan sent this to me this afternoon. i like it. so much. :) ahahhaha. thanks lan.
ive been told that ruran also get one. ngee ! nice kan this ruran? hihi. i really want to know how did u do this lan ? so nice. macam candles light jak upa bah. hee. :):):)
MAKASEH LAN LAN LAN.

5.5.09

went to school.

blablabla. and soooooooooo..

tgu zaid sponsor BIG APPLE. donut ! wtf ?.

went to parkson megaline. men bowlinggg. sekejap je. cos joanne and zila takda. only me, val and ed jak form 6. uhh ! malas main. after half an hour. zaid. manuel and alongg jalan jalan with me. me and zaid collect lui beli donut. apa kah. p aku sponsor lebih. tetek na ! ku 10 .zaid 5. taek mena. 15 ingit . cukup k 6 pieces jak. aku. along and manuel tgu atas stage ya. while zaid g tapao. tetek ! ahahahha. :P:P:P:P

nyaman eh ! idk apa semua flavour yang anak tok beli. p ku makan jak. along padah :

along : " big apple donut. apa jak lah. nyaman gik nenek ku polah."

jesh : " muhahahhahahahahahahhaha. aok ehh. nyaman ada. ngan gula gula nya. kacang nya. nyaman gik."

tetek na!

ku just makan nok da cam cococrunch atas nya ya. c ku tauk pa flavour ya. nyaman aii.

ummmm. memandangkan semua laki. ku jak mpuan. ugh ! zaid pun padah : "org nok spon gik makan sigek." *aaa. tauk xpe.* pa kah.

dah makan abis. mekorg pun berloya loya. apa kah.

then. zaid mbak bgamba indah. muahahahahha.

from left : jesh. zaid. along.

muka tetek mekorgg. muahahahhahaha :D:D SHOT 1

SHOT 2

ahhh. i look sa cali there kan? uhh. fck !

kawan. nya ngeshow plastic big appple jak bah. muahahaha. nya soh amik pic nya. ku amik jak loh. ahahahha.

shot 2.showing empty big apple plastic lagik. huhu. tetek !

dekat kul 6. ku pun balit. hee. g beach with mum and her gangs. hehehehek.

losingg my big big big passion.

idk how should i start this. * tears droppinngg continously.*
today is 2nd may. sure u guys know that. -.-” wtheck ?
its almost 2 weeks since my previous ‘passion’ had left me without telling me whats the reason. i miss the memoriessss ! seriously. I DO. uhh ! its not easy to be close with other man now. i mean to get into serious relationship. seriously, i cant. i really-really feel that i’ve losingg part of my body/life. i’ve experienced this once. and i hope . will not gonna happen twice or even thrice ! please !
ure so ego man. wake up ! dont make the same mistakes again. think that ure happy now. but, why are u still textingg me? telling me that u miss me ? WTFFFFFFFFF ?! im not ur barbie doll ! i do have feeling. u texts me just to tell me that u miss me ? ohh shitt. * my heart meltingg for that moment.*
sucks lil kidddooooo.